I met with my design instructor and construction instructor after class today and made some very exciting changes to the direction of the rest of my time at AAU.
Primarily, we decided that I shouldn’t continue with Collection- the project I’ve been working on for the majority of this semester. This also means I won’t be doing the big school fashion show at the end of next semester. While some people would be crushed at this news, I’m actually very excited.
For the last four weeks, I’ve not been super excited about continuing work on the collection I developed and had approved. The instructors wanted too many things to change. They were taking parts of the collection out that I was really excited about and making changes that were interesting but not really in line with my style and what I’m passionate about. Mind you, this wasn’t out of malice, but because the collection as it was wasn’t totally coherent and had about 3 different directions it could go rather than just one. As a collection, it’d be totally successful if I had 30 looks, not just 6. As a result, I’ve spent many restless nights struggling with an absence of self confidence– something that’s super uncharacteristic of me.
Now that I’m not having to make 2 solid looks in muslin each week, I can focus more on building out a really kickass portfolio and making clothing that I’m more excited about rather than trying to please my school. Look forward to more posts regarding new fun projects I’m working on and not so much foot dragging struggle. Currently in the cooker: alternative active wear, denim and leather, brocades, silks, and linen….
more to come!

















































































